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Let's Drink to This by unexplored-beauty, literature

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Let's Drink to This

I've never been a supporter of "drinking to...something" giving a toast Can't we just drink together as one and have that be enough? NO We have to fill it with insincerity and wishfull thinking. We all know what we want inside And drinking together should clear the mind not have a false purpose We should just enjoy each other (or hate) Feel whatever we feel We should just BE BE in this moment in time BE whoever we are feel whatever we feel do whatever we do think whatever we think because that's honesty and that's life So next time let's make a silent toast Let's drink to whateve

I'm DONE by unexplored-beauty, literature

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I'm DONE

You're a pretty great guy the best I've had in a long time... smart, cute, funny, nice, interesting.... But with all your baggage and shit You're not worth it. I'm not going to waste my time becoming another girl in many I'm not going to tolerate the hell youl'l put me through I'm DONE. You say you're not looking for commitment Don't want anything serious I'm not dumb I know what that means So I'm not going to waste

To Friendship..Lost and Found by unexplored-beauty, literature

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To Friendship..Lost and Found

Being able to look at you and say: "I don't care about you" has never held any meaning. I can try to make myself believe it. I can repeat it a million times but I'm never going to mean it. Being able to look at you and control my memories has been something I've managed to do ....mostly.... No matter how hard I try there are just some things I can't forget and shouldn't forget. I've been able to change the way I look at you ...you wouldn't believe how hard it was... and what I think about you. I've mostly been able to stop thinking of the way things could have been. Really I've been able to

Let Go by unexplored-beauty, literature

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Let Go

And I want to believe it the voice that's saying it'll be ok. I want to believe it. But sometimes I don't know what to feel nothing feels real because letting go is something I'm not ready for But sometimes the truth is hard to face Just give me time to erase these memories And maybe tomorrow, I'll let go. I'm going to do what I have to Because being alone is lonely enough But hoping you are too cuts into my heart oh it hurts so badly And I try to believe it, the voice that's saying it'll be ok I want to be

I'd Give Anything by unexplored-beauty, literature

More than Everything by unexplored-beauty, literature

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More than Everything

Sitting here alone in the dark, I can't help but wonder where you are. You're alone in this world and thanks to you I'm no better off But when you finally find the strength to land on your feet I pray to God You'll get back to me Because you mean more than everything to me. There are so many times I want to punch you and scream for leaving me here wounds open to bleed. You stand back and watch while I'm crying for help. But when you finally find yourself landing on your feet Because I'd been praying to God that you'd find the strength, P

You're Dirt by unexplored-beauty, literature

I Need You by unexplored-beauty, literature

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I Need You

I want to hide inside myself run away from the world. I want to stay locked up rely only on myself. You know loners like me are just like that that's why I need you. Like a picture needs a frame Like winter needs spring I need you. You let yourelf surround me. You never let me doubt. You don't let me shut the world out You wrap me in it that's why I need you. Like a cowboy shoots a drink and rides into the sunset I need you. Like music longs to be heard I need you. I want to be the loner I've always been

Golden Hair and Devilish Smile by unexplored-beauty, literature

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Golden Hair and Devilish Smile

Golden hair and devilish smiles Pulling pranks with that glimmer in your eyes Take me back to the time when you laid everything out emotion, ideas, the life you were dealt You took it all and made it all worthwhile and more. Oh take me back. You brought out the best in me Pushing and Pushing You knew everything about me You knew the meaning of every glance And I loved that, oh how I did. Take me back to the time when your heart was mine don't let me see who you are now. Take me and hide me from the dark Never, ever let the light burn out. Take me back, don't let me open my eyes... Golden hair and devilish

Gray Walls by unexplored-beauty, literature

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Gray Walls

Your eyes used to be so blue the most beautiful shade windows to your soul I saw everything Now you've put up walls and painted them the ugliest shade of gray They show the path to an empty soul You burned alive. I can't even bear to look at you anymore Nothing I knew fits the boy in front of me. I pretend it doesn't bother me But I can't do that forever It's only a matter of time I break down and cry I can't stand the sight of you so I live in the world I have in my mind A mess of memories that don't match what's in front of me Fuck reality.

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It Might Have Been by unexplored-beauty, literature

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It Might Have Been

I saw it coming, I knew it was there... but i didn't listen. i stuck to my dreams, my distant reality, of you and me. i fooled myself into thinking everything would be the same, our once-a-year meeting would fulfill my dreams. What i saw coming in the back of my mind came true that 4th of July. You turned out to be every other guy: too afraid, proud, shy. whatever it was that kept you from talking to me... it hurt more that i let you see. you did teach me to be wary my dreams because when one reality meets another one's dominant and kills the other. I'll get over it disappointment is the best way to put it but it

His Lie to Himself by unexplored-beauty, literature

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His Lie to Himself

I dont know what i'm doing, i dont know where i went wrong. i don't know how to fix this, how i came to sing this song. how can someone who loves the world, end up so alone? i dont know how this happend; i dont know how to solve. i need soem time away from judgement; away from everyone who knows. i need to see if all the beauty was just another lie i told myself. i dont know what i'm after, i dont know how this came to be. Another Day Another lie how can i believe myself anymore? Life was supposed

See What You See by unexplored-beauty, literature

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See What You See

When you look at me, I wish i could see what you see. You get me so confused, I dont know what to think. Do I push you out of my thoughts or embrace you? If i knew what you saw when you see me, If i knew what you thought when you think about me, I'd have a clue what to do. Thinking about you could get me hurt .....if you think differently than I do. I know you'd never hurt me .....intentionally..... but you're killing me now, because i can't see what you see when you look at me.

my bad guy by unexplored-beauty, literature

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my bad guy

i'm stuck in a relationship, it's not in my control. i have no say, no part, but above all, i mean nothing to him. he uses me he drags me down and once in awhile he'll slap me around. what keeps me around? it's that smile i get, when he's finally good to me; that feeling i get, when he finally loves me. though few they may be, there are days when i feel like he sees me. yea he fools around. yea he'll abuse. yea he makes me stumble. (even collapse) bu

i hope you got my message by unexplored-beauty, literature

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i hope you got my message

i hope you got my message i held it up for all to see i made it pretty blunt how i feel about who you've chosen to be. it's not who you are it's not you you know you're just doing it for the show and not stopping to think how it's hurting everyone who loves you. i hope you heard me clearly i dont see how you couldn't i havn't been afraid because i want you back i want my partner-in-crime my pillar my shoulder i want my freind. look at you now aren't you proud i guess what you found is better than what you had better than all you're friends better than me i pray so hard to god and all the saints and angels that's it

Chained by unexplored-beauty, literature

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Chained

no matter how hard we try, we always end up back here to each other; to the place we dont want to be-- both trapped in each other's fear of beign too close, but not being close enough. i hate what you do to me. i hate what i do to you. no matter how hard we try, we always find our way home-- of to be or not to be; that's our messed up comfort. we lean on each other, but wont embrace! and no matter how hard we try, we can't shake our damn fear; we sure as hell can't let go! we sure as hell can't jump in!

Left by unexplored-beauty, literature

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Left

You'll stay by my side. You'll be there till the end. You're always honest with me... .....What a fuckin lie. You left me to guess, never knowing what goes on, finding out for myself. How much does it hurt? Oh, you'll never know. Left alone, Left to wonder, Left to watch from the side. Meanwhile you live freely, and completely disregard me. It's not that hard to tell me all the stupid things you're doing. Yea, they're stupid. but I'd like to know before I get hurt again. It's happened too many times... Left in the shadows… I hate it!

love's looking for you by unexplored-beauty, literature

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love's looking for you

you walk on by knowing how we feel inside but not admitting you lie But you can't hide forever you don't hide that well when everything you have inside is turned out for the world to see baby you can't hide from love honey it's obvious to see love is looking for you now and it's bringin you to me you can't hide forever you can't just walk on by everytime our eyes meet you look down a little further knowing love's catching up to you now you should know when you try to fit into skin that you never will never have fit in love's going to find you love's going to change you baby it's just a matter of time-

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split personality by unexplored-beauty, literature

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split personality

Some days you smile Some days you glare Some weeks I dream Some weeks I forget Sometimes you're you Sometimes you're "him" Some days I miss you Some days i'd be damned to care I Love you I despise you

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When I rewrite the bible... by sweet-lyrical, literature

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When I rewrite the bible...

I think everyone needs to be in love; I think everyone needs someone to tell them they're amazing. (Because sometimes, we forget that we perform miracles in the way we look at one another.) (And really, I think we're all saints that way. And love should be a religion; not the love of God, but the love of sunsets and long eyelashes and air guitar and spy movies and secret ticklish spots and flavoured coffee. And then, we could be pious in our kisses, and we would all believe in heaven.)

She Really Loves You by love-that-kid, literature

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She Really Loves You

A rush of adrenaline Quickened pulse You’re so beautiful I can barely breathe I don’t care if I’m making a mistake You have to know That I can’t stop thinking About you And I know I know you’re a bad sort But every time I tell myself That you’re not worth it You turn around And do something so incredibly amazing That I cant help but agree That you’re perfect for me And I fucking hate you for it

When I'm With You by love-that-kid, literature

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When I'm With You

Where do you run to, When the safest place you’ve ever felt Is what’s pushing you away? How can you manage to speak, When every time I open my mouth I feel like screaming Because you’re not even listening to me And there’s so much I want You to tell Me Is it safer in silence? When I’m so scared of your reaction I shy away into the shadows To become the background in your busy life The thing you only have time for When you want a good laugh? If I whisper your name A thousand times, Will you hear me? Wishes are weak but still… I’ve never wanted anything more Then I want to be with you Y

Kind of Sad by love-that-kid, literature

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Kind of Sad

It’s kind of sad to say goodbye When I know that no matter how much I talk myself into it, I’m still going to miss you It’s kind of sad to stop believing Even though I know you could never keep your promises I’m still going to trust you It’s kind of sad to let you go ‘Cause coming second place just isn’t worth the distance I’m still going to hold you close It’s kind of sad that it’s come to this But the saddest thing isn’t that I don’t want you anymore, it’s that you made the choice for me. I'm still going to love you.

So Long by love-that-kid, literature

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So Long

I was 'in love' for so long Falling head over heels for words with no meaning and dreaming of closing my eyes to you I was smitten with tragedy When drama and misfortune are my only friends and I thought seeing you happy would make me smile I was angry for so long Tearing apart photos of you and wishing that in place of broken frames would be your broken bones I was infatuated with rage When I laughed at your shortcomings and all I wanted to do was see you hurt more than you could ever hurt me I was hurt for so long Broken and bitter, desperate and eager for revenge, but missing who I thought you were and not who you've become I was

Open Canvas by Beneath-the-Leaves, literature

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Open Canvas

Permanent marker slash across this poster of lies, Finger-painting stains for all those nights you never cried, I'll turn this white-washed emptiness into how things used to be, Back when it was just you, and me… But all these faded colors remind me That everything about us is past tense… Red for fire, passion perhaps, Or dreams, with lotus flower petal scent, All those lonely days and countless tears I'll save for blue, And a space for black to let me know that I don't hate you… So I'll paint us a glorious, dead rainbow, Apathy and agony across this open canvas.

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Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: you wouldn't have a clue where it is
Favourite genre of music: haha i'm weird, i love hard rock and country...depends on teh mood...even i dont understand it
Favourite cartoon character: looney toons characters, smurfs (ahh childhood..adn what's up w/ the crap cartoons today?)
Personal Quote: Kindness is possible even when fondness isn't

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

atreyu, clutch, hinder, adema, mountgomery gentry, d.bently, miranda lambert

Favourite Writers

i like a lot....dont really have a favorite

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reading, writing, music...the basics

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unexplored-beauty

Mar 25, 2008

Devious Journal Entry

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sure i FINALLY have soemthing to upload, and the damn thing's under matinance!  just my luck eh?  i'll try again later. but i'm back!  hopefuly...!

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unexplored-beauty

Sep 17, 2007

i'm not dead!

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hey everyone! i'm not dead!  just impossilbly busy...so yea i'm close but not yet!  i'll be back one of these days.  -erin

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unexplored-beauty

Jul 20, 2007

Phew!

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wow i've been lacking in this department in my life.  i find that i get vague ideas for poems, but i can never put the ideas to a finished work.  maybe it's because i've had a pretty uneventful summer so there's not much inspiration for my ideas to fit to.  with school coming closer and me being around "a.hem." certain people...haha hopefully i'll be able to come up with some good stuff!  It's crazy i've had a hard time keeping up with reading everyone else's work, i'm sorry i've done a piss poor job, I'M TRYING NOW THOUGH! today i got on and i noticed i have over 2,000 pageviews!  that stunned me because last time i remember looking, i had l

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Jan 29, 2009

Hi Erin

I was sort of reading around at random and I found my way to your page

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