but i'm back! hopefuly...!


Let's Drink to ThisI've never been a supporter of "drinking to...something" giving a toast Can't we just drink together as one and have that be enough?Let's Drink to This
NO
We have to fill it with insincerity and wishfull thinking.
We all know what we want inside And drinking together should clear the mind not have a false purpose
We should just enjoy each other (or hate) Feel whatever we feel We should just BE BE in this moment in time &n


I'm DONEYou're a pretty great guy the best I've had in a long time... smart, cute, funny, nice, interesting.... But with all your baggage and shit You're not worth it.I'm DONE
I'm not going to waste my time becoming another girl in many I'm not going to tolerate the hell youl'l put me through I'm DONE.
You say you're not looking for commitment Don't want anythin


To Friendship..Lost and FoundBeing able to look at you and say: "I don't care about you" has never held any meaning. I can try to make myself believe it. I can repeat it a million times but I'm never going to mean it.To Friendship..Lost and Found
Being able to look at you and control my memories has been something I've managed to do ....mostly.... No matter how hard I try there are just some things I can't forget and shouldn't


fluctuanti had thought i had gotten a bit better slightly less used up slightly less... puckered?fluctuant
frivolity.
a masquerading one to me one to me
based and reserving what exactly? who am i so wishing not to pale in pallor in comparison?
there is no one that i know. there is no heaven sent lovely in a glass jar lovely i make my own cliches
dappled in lost times lost lines
i can highlight my descent the gentle ripple of choice that started another head long rush into another dimensions of reality. mine, - re


ComatoseThe dreams and lies Come together, A distorted image of the truth. I can’t leave this life Of cherry halls and crimson rivers Behind me, when I’m not moving forward. Deadened screamsComatose
Pass through Padded walls Keep me from hurting myself. I miss you so much, This comatose state, where Nothing hurts Compared to what you’re doing to me. Instability Is all that’s left. Loving you is like Breathing underwater Feels like fire when you touch me And I’ve already lost you
Once,
Now, Never again.


Here for NothingSometimes there's just nothing you can help with, nothing you can doHere for Nothing
Every time that it's too late I curse it all; but that's just fate
Just the way that people are not good or bad, though slightly marred
Hurts so much when I can't aid the way of the world can't be swayed...
I can't even hate this place This world has more than the one, sad face
Patiently I'll hope and wait Although the sad things may be great
You may not need me, it's true But even if not, I'm here for you.


mosaicand we'll go on living our lives and we'll go in pretending and we'll go out ignoring the truths we never facemosaic
and we'll go on dying inside and we'll go on exchanging this for that, and every other else to try and substitute
and we'll go on living our lives and we'll go on living
and we'll go and
we'll go on living our lives dying inside
because the best parts are always broken because the best ones are always shattered
and you can never fix what was never whole
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The void breathed hard on my heart, turning its illusions to ice, shattering them. --Rorschach, Watchmen
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fuck art, lets dance!
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